A Shadow and a Shape

It was hard to reach
I was standing on the ground.
it was hard to hold
it was hot and it was cold.
it had come before
there were people all around,
and it had no shore
it had no meaning anymore.
it was almost true,
and it was overdue,
but it was never easy,
just a thought to tease me
just shadow and a shape,
but I couldn't let it go
and I couldn't make it stay,
and I couldn't let it go.

just shadow and a shape,
but I couldn't let it go.